I give up

Not that anyone reads this anywayyyyy but I give up on the daily thing.  It's not even really interesting.

I think I might have diabetes. 

I realllllly need to start working out, now more than ever, if I think there is a serious problem with my health.

I have no idea how to be disciplined when it comes to myself.

Is this one of those posts where all I want is sympathy from the internet?  Apparently.