Oh. My. God.

I said no.

I just realized.

I said no.

He asked me out for coffee.

And I said I didn't like coffee.

And I've been trying to take it back ever since.

I said no.

And he hasn't let me change my mind.

A year and a half of agony because I said no.

Nothing like revelations while lying in bed trying to get SOME sleep before a triple shift.