Party Pictures

Why. Why why why. It's like I want to be in pain. So now I need to figure out why I think I don't deserve to be happy or move on.

Just myspaced stalked EVERYONE involved with either of the last two parties at Swift's. And you know what? I'm the only one that's unhappy, and the only one that hasn't moved on. Sissy looks a whole fuck lot better than she ever has, and I'm glad for that.

Hmm what to do what to do to move on....

Last night was horrendous. I was up and down and up and down...and I'm totally lashing out at everyone close to me. Ya, I went against your advice....guess what, guess who I'm not talking to now? Regan. She doesn't understand why my feelings are hurt. She said "whatever" when I asked what was up with that.

Fuck me.

Edit: quote for the day:

Don't wait for extraordinary opportunities. Seize common occasions and make them great.

—Orison Swett Marden