Desire

There seemed always something new to invent between us...

—Stuart Dybek

It sucks so much to see someone hurting and all you want to do is make them better. No matter what it took I would do it.

I have been having these crazy alternate reality dreams lately. Like, last night I dreamt about Walmart but it was designed different and sold different products and my office was set up and run completely differently and I was totally terrified of being fired. And then at the end yogurt texts me and tells me I'm his sunny sheepdog. WTF.

All anyone wants is someone to share with. The good, the bad, the new, the old. Experiences, feelings, laughter, tears. It can't be just me.

I feel this radical shift coming in me. I'm not sure what it will be or where it will lead but it's coming. I can't explain how I know other than that I do. You should know. I've been wanting things I've never really wanted before. To do things and have things and want things that are so against what I've always thought I wanted.

Totally rockin the 80's music this week.

Already signed into Aim waiting on you. I hope you go to work today. Yea, I remember you'll be late. Started another book. James Rollins, I read a handful of his books last year, very scientific mystery thrillers. I really enjoy his writing style. I ordered five more, nearly finished with one already. So in my main book group, we started our reading goal with the last week of December. So far I've read 25 books, this one will make 26.

Wow.

I'm thinking I'll get my hair cut soon. Trimmed, some slight layers, and bangs....I was thinking to maybe the bridge of my nose, a lil longer, so they can be all side sweepy and scene. Cause I'm not emo. LOL!

I love you.