Monday, December 15, 2008

God I'm depressed.

Maybe because it's Christmas, idk, but I just feel like I should be able to go to them and say hey, look, what's up. And be friends again.

Joyce David Kevin John from pets Sissy even fucking Colpack.

I'm sad that I've lost all these things.

You know who I really miss? Johnny.

I think today is going to be a crying day.

1 comment:

mjb said...

do you really miss them, or the idea and memories of them, who they were when the friendships started. going back would be to walk through some muddy ground, do you really want to do that?

not saying you shouldn't, just be clear about the reality of trying those things.

i love you. i'm sorry you're lonely. wish i could be there for you in more ways than through the interweb and phone.